lirr-ish

even though this has nothing to do with the actuality of riding the lirr, i thought it was funny.

i've been into animals dressed up (hence earlier post), so i just kind of pictured the pigeons in the lirr uniform saying, "the 3:56 train leaving headed for long beach is leaving from track 8..."

that would be amazing.
such a better lirr-ish post.

dem cheeks-ish

seriously.
my attempts at online dating have finally paid off.

dem cheeks-ish.

there is no explaination needed.
at all.

Wink
Aug. 7, 2010 – 1:44pm
hello, i observed and admired your profile and was wondering when you were gonna let me clap dem cheeks?

my desk-ish

who knows how long i will be at my desk...
so i must document.

it's kiiiind of amazing.

what a lovely day... with the breeze... with the light... with the city.

xo.

the best thing about my work: my desk-ish.

oh goodness-ish

i didn't know what to say...
other than oh goodness-ish, oh my.

i'm so flustered and i can't focus at all.
i don't know what to do.

oh goodness, oh my... what am i to do?!

i have no idea what this pic is about. its rando. just like whats going through my head right now.

sweet millions-ish

this is going to make me switch.
i never thought i would leave powerball, but bunnies in costumes did me in.

thanks sweet millions-ish... you make me smile :)

foxy-ish

so... the video for the riri/m&m song is kinda fantastically foxy-ish.

ridic.
absolutely!
but aren't all good music videos?
megan fox is hot.
the song is pop genius.
amazing.

and amazing that so many people relate to the hotness of abusive relationships.
so healthful.

i would rather this than clown college, no?!!?!

numb-ish

i think i have numb-ished before, but what the hell.

i'm still numb and not wanting to think or do anything.
i'm angry, sad, confused, frustrated....blah blah blah... borrrring.

i'm also wondering why this picture is funny/weird, because that is not at all how i feel. i guess i want to laugh now, but it doesn't feel right.

nor does feeling bad for myself for being a boob.

nor does it feel right to be happy for this emotion over the other emotionssss i have been feeling...

so i'll stick with numb. i'm numb-ish to everything right now.

ouch-ish 5669

so it must be difficult to not have a neck.
how would you turn your head? ouch-ish!

today was a big time ouch-ish.
not was i was expecting, but kindaaaaa was.

ouch-ish sums today up so well.

ouch-ish, ouch-ish, ouch-ish.

kid-ish

so i'm always ratting on how much i don't want kids and they annoy the shit out of me... but this kid-ish was just too damn cute. kids can be okay...

giving-ish

i'm learning how to give.

giving-ish can be really hard when your used to only being for/about yourself.

but it really shouldn't be as hard as i'm making it...

beautiful book.

asian-ish

i thought they only did this in central park on saturdays?
apparently they come to dumbo, too.

o asian-ish
you fucking crazy.

cherub-ish

a lovely cherub-ish for my bum.

loves it...

i wish you lived down the street-ish

so i'm a lil'...
well...
thinking about things I shouldn't... and i saw this picture on a blog...

and it would be great if you lived down the street-ish so we wouldn't have these 'i have go leave' conversations.

no sure if that is what this picture is implying, but that is where my mind is anyway.

xo

peyote-ish

so i've been pretty numb to experiencing anything lately.
it's been kind of... painful?...to be this blank.

i kind of feel like i'm on drugs.
and apparently peyote is pretty intense.

so i guess i'll pretend i'm going to burn this pain away by doing a lil peyote-ish.
thanks, drugs.

cloud-ish

i really like clouds.
especially really big thunderheads before a storm.
i literally 'oooohhh'-ed when i saw this picture.
what cool cloud-ish.

or maybe i'm just weird.

can you find-ish

can you find-ish the howling object?
this is just like where's waldo...

kind of the cutest thing ever-ish

thanks weather.com for posting kind of the cutest thing ever-ish.
i needed something to post today...

metal-ish

i wish i was as hard as this woman.
all this metal-ish on her dress is rough... and could be kinda hot.

if she were real, that is...

aussie-ish

i need some aussie-ish in my life.
now.

or november?

dramatic-ish

to cry blood would mean one (or all?) of the following:
1.) your a vampire
2.) you got shot in the eye
3.) your being dramatic-ish

there probably are several more possiblities, but i'm keeping this simple for time's sake.

i guess my issues would be more inline with #3, but let me tell you...
i feel like i got shot in the eyes, the heart, the gut, the etc.

so dramatic.

i wish it was #1.
cause that would be fun and amazing.

kids-ish

so... kids really annoy me sometimes...
but when you hear their kid-ish joy over something as fleeting fireworks.
it's endearing.
it's cute :)
awwww...

ace hotel-ish

what a meaningful quote on so many (recent) levels...

(haha.. levels... it's on stairs... hahaha... the pun, where no pun was intended...i crack myself up...)

anyway.

wow.

i'm just thinking about how coincidental this... consequence is no coincidence.
thanks, lauryn.

getting back to the original meaning of this.
i liked the ace hotel-ish, and if i had millions of dollars to have marble stairs (or even stairs in my 400 sq ft. apt...) i would do this same thing.
i love it.

empire state of mind-ish

just an empire state of mind-ish.
at the most unexpected place... pretending i'm in a jay -z video.
i less than three this city.

wedding dress-ish

if there is a wedding dress-ish in my future...
this.
this is it.

neon-ish

i think the neon-ish pops are making a come back...
i loooooooves this.

snap-ish

along with the bomb pops... what about the snap-ish?!

o memories of childhood.
when the biggest problem was the snap that your bother hit you in the face with. it did burn...

rad-ish

i love the fourth of july.

my favorite holiday. all american, bad beer, bbq, eating, swimming, more eating, rooftops, smokingggggg....

and the nostalgia of it. how different the holiday is now than what it was when you were 9 years old eating bomb pops with the neighbors at the block party. hmmmm...

an attempt to capture the awe that is fireworks.
this picture just came out rad-ish.

i have no idea what happened. but it's kinda rad.

creepy-ish

i have to stop hating on him.
bad karma

but this pic is creepy-ish.
lennon/rat: you are a creep and i will try to love you.

palace-ish

o the memories of palace-ish...

so we only played three games, goofed several rules, missed a deck of cards, but the funness was there.

o palace. thank you.

long weekend-ish

yeah yeah yeah for long weekend-ish (s)

tons of work awaits me... but that is for next week!

long weekend long weekend long weekend!

who wouldn't want to spend it with chris klein?

ewwwwwww....

just another day at work-ish

yeah.
i get to do this on my lunch break.
i take lunch breaks now because of this.
it's amazing.

just another day at work-ish.
at least this part feels right.

reflection-ish

after such a weekend...

time for the reflection-ish.

the cheese.

the insight.

the understanding.

xoxoxoxoxo

so lovely.

moon-ish

i love the moon.

maybe it is because i am a night owl/lover of the night... haha.... that sounds ridiculous.

but i think it is calmness of the moon. the contrast of the white on black...
i was really loving this moon-ish while i was in the cabbie coming back home.

you can see the same moon in omaha, ne as you can in nyc... the backdrops, both equally tranquil/serene, but which one do i prefer?

hmmmm.

toughy.

but so easyyyyyy.

adorable-ish

look at those shoes (and belly!)
adorable-ish.
complete adorable-ish.

the pitch-ish

the pitch-ish is all you need for the game to start.
i love the 'smack' sound when the ball hits the catcher's mitt.

o what a night-ish

o what a night-ish.

wet, sticky, drinkssssss.

xoxoxoxox

i less than three my friends.
you make my life over and over again...

work-ish 289

and i complain about work-ish?
really?

wow.

i'm pretty lucky.
and i don't even know it...

still-ish

i'm stuck.
i'm exhausted.
i'm tired.
i'm still....everything.

this week and half is the longest ever. it's like it stilllllll wants to hurt me and not stop.

ugh.

so i'm posting a pic of a pretty bike that makes me semi-smile when i see it.

still-ish... wanting to move on and up... but.....

good friends-ish

i don't know what I would do without my good friends-ish.

seriously.

you save my life over and over and over again... the hookah, too.

i less than three you.

xo

give up-ish

i hurt today.

i want it to go away, but part of me doesn't.

once the hurt goes away... it will all go away...

will something take its' spot?

i just want to give up-ish today.
but i can't.

momentous-ish

sometimes moments don't happen.

they exsisted in this window of time, but lacked the momentous occasion to explode.

momentous-ish...formed or unformed... there was something.

6am-ish

sometimes 6am-ish can be beautiful.

waking up to a picture starts your day out so differently...

bow-ish

it's just a typical monday with a little hair flare.

so it wasn't a typical monday, but it easily could have been with this bow-ish.

that blue was so pretty!

dinner-ish

i love cereal.

i eat it a lot... every day. somtimes twice... like today.

reese's pb puffs were on sale at cvs, therefore they had to be my dinner-ish.

along with some lovely $6 south african wine, of coarse.

mmmmm....what a lovely and fulfilling meal.

astoria blvd-ish

i love these guys.

astoria blvd-ish- i've only been a few times, but i need to go more...

xoxoxoxo

i need you-ish

since there is no one to love me...
tear...
cry...

i need you-ish to love me.
by you, i mean my amazing boy i have yet to own.

ps- that was suppose to read 'dog', but apparently i had something else on my mind?!?!!

own.
hahahahaha.

i love you.
i need you.

by that, i def mean my future frenchie.

ugly-ish

i <3 nyc/mta graffitti.

this city is amazing.

don't get ugly-ish... or your screwed from heaven, too.

wtf-ish 678

wtf-ish is that in my salad.

better yet... i never found out... and i kept eating it.

wtf is the matter with me?

flustered-ish

so disappointed that i haven't blogged in a week! ahhh!

had the most amazing weekend, and now i am anxious beyond belief.

i was/am still flustered, confused, happy, angry, scared, sad, amazed, overwhelmed, speechless, and the like...

why so cute!?

why so flustered-ish?! all the time?!

ahhh! where are you?!

old times-ish

so sometimes, i wish it were still like 1658.

where i, as a woman, would have nothing to do with my life. nothing.

no decisions to make, no fantastical ideas of making decisions, no will to make any decisions, no want to make decisions, no need to want anything out of life except to birth babies and listen to a husband.

that's all i would need for survival.

it sounds tempting sometimes. to have have no dreams because you weren't allowed to have any.

to be a null; a void of humanity. or humanity as we have been said to believe in. an alexithymia, if you will. (not really. but i'm trying to put my reading to good use.)

i know big words for a sunday night, and hardly the type of attitude i need to have for a monday that is sure to kick my assssss.

so... to robin hood, to the civil war era, to the repressive 1950's... here's to wishing that it was the old times-ish again...

yeah-ish

this picture makes me go: "yeah-ish"

i love looking at it and knowing how happy i was at this exact moment!

yeah yeah yeah-ish

please end-ish

i was trying to find a picture that would resemble my need for this work week to end.

but this is all i found.

it's kind of amazing.

it is amazingly weird.

please end-ish work week. forever.

(can i will it?!)