beautyis-ish

so beautyis isn't a word, so beautyis-ish is even further from a word.... but i use it a lot. i use a lot of words that aren't words... a lot.
anyway.

i'm over 'it'.

but i love beautiful things.
and i'm trying to focus on a quote:
every tomorrow has two handles, we can take hold of it with a handle of anxiety or the handle of faith.

and that is something i need to work on.
faith?
if faith makes you have these beautyis-ish images, than maybe i need to consider investing something into faith.
hmmmm.