numb-ish

i think i have numb-ished before, but what the hell.

i'm still numb and not wanting to think or do anything.
i'm angry, sad, confused, frustrated....blah blah blah... borrrring.

i'm also wondering why this picture is funny/weird, because that is not at all how i feel. i guess i want to laugh now, but it doesn't feel right.

nor does feeling bad for myself for being a boob.

nor does it feel right to be happy for this emotion over the other emotionssss i have been feeling...

so i'll stick with numb. i'm numb-ish to everything right now.